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Opinionated, Maybe Biased and Quite possibly jaded

I must be a child

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29 December
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In the 18 years of my life I've supposedly been through things many people will never experience in thier entire lives. At least that's what my mother says. I've lived in more than 20 places, been homeless twice, diagnosed with Arthritis then undiagnosed, gone to a school run entirely by the students (primarily with disipline), and almost died twice. I've loved and lost, and gone from homeless to living in a place that by some is considered elite. I've come close to losing my mother, brother and sanity, and at one time believed I could lose my father at any time. I've survived my parents divorce and even moreso they're first and lets hope only mairrage. I have all kinds of ideas in my head of what "the easy life" is, but have never experienced it. I'm told that for most people it's easier than it has been for me, with no doubt whatsoever in my mind that it was entirely false.
Please believe me when I say I'm not looking for pitty. I just want people to know where all these ideas I write come from. They all come from my life, the triumphs and tragedies that have made up me. You may think "This is only a child, she must be kidding" but this is all fact.
This fact is what makes my love for fiction grow so much. If reality can be how it is, there must be some inspiration for the great fiction. That insipation may be only in ones imagination but it came from somewhere, and with this wonderful existence out there, I find inspiration to continue. For this reason, and I believe this reeason alone, I have never wanted to "end it all".
I have imagined ending it all, but there was something displeasing to it. Perhaps it was the idea that it was "ending". Ending would imply that there was nothing to continue in, no heaven, no reincarnation, no afterlife at all. That would make you want to live as long as you could, wouldn't it? Thats the way people should believe, then there would be no suicide. Yes it would be awful to think that when your friends are gone they're GONE, but perhaps it would save people.

Now this was suposed to be a mini-biography, but as I usually do, I changed the entire thing. This is obviously not a biography, nor is it "mini". So for this I will part. No worry, for I will return with more insite to my crazy thoughts. For now, Merry Part.

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